Dream as if you'll live forever

If only you knew…

10 things you wish you could say to ten different people right now:

  • you should’ve listened to me
  • you’re a lying bitch, fuck you <3
  • I do not know how you can love me so much
  • you’re a fucking idiot, you hate me for absolutely no reason
  • I still miss you
  • I wish you would’ve realized how horrible you treated me & not blame everything on me
  • I love how you say we “drifted” when we didn’t, you replaced me & you know it’s the truth.
  • I WISH YOU BOTH WERE STILL ALIVE!
  • don’t talk shit about my family, I will pour honey all over you, & throw you in a fucking massive ant pile, bitch
  • I’m sorry

9 Things people probably don’t know about me:

  • I cry almost every night before I go to sleep wishing my father was still alive
  • I have moments when I’m bicurious
  • I barely ever get what I want
  • I’m not rich
  • I think about what happens after people die
  • I wish supernatural things exist (faeries, vampires, gods/godesses, etc.)
  • Sometimes I wish I could die
  • I used to starve myself
  • I wish I could live forever, & that I was born when dinosaurs still existed

8 ways to win your heart:

  • don’t try to just fuck with me
  • consideration
  • making me happy & being all that matters
  • compliments, but not cheesy shit
  • giving me something significant to you
  • making me laugh & smile continuously
  • not beings ashamed of my flaws
  • accepting me & my family for who I/we are

7 awesome movies:

  • Legion
  • Hitman
  • Iron Man 1&2
  • Bad Boys2
  • Van Helsing
  • Australia
  • LOTR Trilogy & VFV

6 things you do before you go to sleep:

  • brush my teeth
  • talk to my boyfriend
  • wash my face
  • listen to my iPod
  • thinking of everything
  • wonder what’s going to happen for the rest of my life

5 people who mean a lot right now:

  • Lindsay
  • Walter
  • Candace
  • Elena
  • My dad.

4 things you don’t like:

  • liars
  • back-stabbers
  • spiders
  • not knowing

3 things you do like:

  • kisses
  • trustworthy friends & long lasting friendships that don’t get fucked up over bullshit
  • nice style & clothes

2 things you want to do before you die:

  • travel around the world with my cousin & live my dreams
  • live in a different country, & do what makes me happy

1 confession:

  • I don’t even know…

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